Report #1 My Life

Sometimes, things really don't go our way.

I'm sad to report that I lost a beloved friend and family member on 04/08/20.

Due to a serious birth defect, my fur baby had to be put down.

Since this day, I've been in a haze of emotions.

Crying, praying, loosing my trail of thought.

Many people say, it's only a dog.

They are more than that.

The come into our lives, sometimes unexpected, but always with unconditional love for their owners.

Our baby had only just celebrated her second birthday when the problems started.

Something that small, innocent, and loving, should not have died that soon.

I'm heartbroken.

I know that in my heart of hearts that she loved me, enjoyed every treat and belly rub that I gave her.

We only had her for three months, but that doesn't make the pain any less hurtful.

I miss my baby pearl so much, and sometimes I feel like I'm dreaming, wanting to wake up.

I know she would want me to go on, living my life to the fullest, and even in time, give another special friend a loving home.

I know everyone says this, but she really was the best dog ever.

She showed me emotion, she taught me lessons, and she used to love rolling around in the bubble wrap whenever I needed to wrap something up for an eBay sale.

I will not wakeup without saying "Good morning" and I will not sleep without saying "Good night" You will always be in my heart and with me in spirit, and I will do whatever I can to honour your memory.

There are so many fur babies out there that need our help, so I've set up a JustGiving page in honour of my sweet Pearls memory.

All proceeds will go to the Dogs Trust charity foundation.

This has really hit me harder than I ever could have expected.

I just find it so hard to hold back the crying sometimes.

I really was like a robot without emotion before I had met her.

She was my guardian angel, and I will always love her.

Pearl The Dog